I'm back here to blog! It's been almost a month. Heehees. Exam results were released two weeks ago and to my surprise, I passed all 4 modules and attained scores beyond my expectations! Credit for Buyer Behaviour, Distinction for Market Research, and High Distinction for Management Accounting for Biz and Sales Strategy and Communication Skills. Really can't believe it, seriously. But maybe the credit should go to my projects and tests as I've gotten quite high marks for those. No matter what, I've gotta work harder to maintain my GPA.
Now SIM is using a new system and we have to register for the classes ourselves, choose our own timetable. I'm done with the registration last Friday and I'll only have classes for 3 days every week for next semester! However, one of the days is from 8.30am to 6.30pm with 4 hours break. So, should I be happy for having only 3 days of classes? Maybe yeah. It's every student's wish to have lesser number of days of classes.
Exams are over!!! Should be relieved, happy but I'm worried about the results. Somehow, having a bad premonition. Please, don't. I don't wanna repeat any module, I don't wanna go thru the torture once more. 4 modules 1 sem is already a lot. I don't wanna add more. I don't know why my performance has deteriorated so much. I've studied everything but all doesn't enter into my head. What do you mean by understanding? How do you know if you've understood or not? Sometimes I felt I understood the concept, but sometimes I just end up memorizing and not understanding. NO, if I don't understand, how is it that I'm able to explain the points in the exam in my own words? Anyway, still out of 3 qns, I'm only able to explain in my own words for only one qn and I'm not sure if the answer is correct. I know myself, I don't expect much, just let me pass the modules. ALL OF THEM!! I've studied so hard. Cried now and then, when I can't get the points in my head. That one and a half weeks feels like a year to me.
Since I have some free time now, I shall blog. My 3 tests were over. Now, I'm waiting for my results which I don't know how and where I'll get to know it. Don't really have a good feeling for the first 2 tests. The only one that I can really do is my last test. It's been so long since I last studied for tests and exams. So feeling kinda hard to absorb everything. Read everything today and forgot everything the next day, ok, or at least still remember a bit but not too much detail. People always says that you must read AND understand, then apply. Have to start studying for exams soon. It seems so tough. But for now, projects are more important. Due dates are nearing, 10 sept, 12 sept etc. Gonna chiong them already. The next two days and whole of next week are scheduled for project meetings. Fully packed! All 4 assignments are reports. Luckily it's group project, otherwise my brain surely crack if I do the whole report alone.
Something out of topic: All 5 teaser photos of SHINee new Japanese album are out. 잘 생기다! 멋있다! Heehees
Something out of topic: All 5 teaser photos of SHINee new Japanese album are out. 잘 생기다! 멋있다! Heehees
Hi there! I'm now in week 5 of school already. Projects are piling up already. Previous post mentioned that I'll blog on 27 July but it seems like my "tomorrow" is a few days later. Anyway, gonna be busy with projects and tests soon again, in fact we're starting on our projects already. Next week is supposed to be study week and we'll be having our tests the following week. 4 modules, 4 different groups, 4 different time for meeting. I gonna mix the meeting dates all up sooner or later. It's not that I never take down, it's just that I can't remember every date, have to keep referring to my notebook. This is the first time I have a guy in 3 out of 4 of my project groups. In poly, I've been grouping with my girl friends. Out of so many modules, I've only grouped with guys only on 3 or 4 projects. But it's because there's only 3 guys in my poly class, so unless the teacher requested or any other "factor", then there'll be a guy in my group. So... I still have this awkwardness around guys. It's like after secondary school, I've never really talked to a guy outside projects before. Hmm... I've not found a guy whom I can talk comfortably with... I also want to be in love. I also want to be loved. Sometimes, I'm really curious who I'd end up with. Who is he? Where is he? Sometimes I really want to go into the future and search for the answers...
My university life started two weeks ago... Hope I didn't count wrongly.. This is my third week of school. It's like so fast, I'm in the third week already! The lectures for the first 2 weeks were conducted by RMIT lecturers. When I went into the lecture hall on the first day, the lecture hall is so big, a lot of other students but I know none of them. But in fact, I'm not alone! I realized that I'm in the same course as one of my secondary school friend. Are you wondering how can I not know that I'm in the same course as my friend? Although I'm a Leo, I'm not really good at socializing. Or maybe passable in socializing but doesn't really take the initiative to message them sometimes, ask about their current life etc. I can be friends with anyone but it takes a long time for them to be my close friends. I admit that I don't open up easily. Anyway, it's good to have a companion in school.
The RMIT lecturers... some are likeable? Their lessons quite enjoyable. Some... no words. On the first day of school, after the lecturer started talking, my heart was thinking "Ah, die, if every RMIT lecturer speaks like that". I don't know it's because of his accent or because he didn't use a mic, just using his voice, raising his voice. That's why it was so hard to hear, understand and catch what he's talking. But then, I don't have this problem with the subsequent lecturers. I can catch what they said. Nevermind, it doesn't matter, he only teaches us for that 3 days. From now onward, it's the local lecturer teaching us and she's way much better! The other 3 RMIT lecturers are also better than the first one.
We're now starting on our projects. It seems early, cos' it's only week 3, but actually it's not. We've got a lot to do. Come to think of it, during poly, we had 4-6 modules in one sem. Most of them have projects and we usually would start doing 1-2 weeks before the deadline and amazingly, we can still complete AND it's NOT sloppy work. We still got a good grade, ok? My most satisfied work in poly is that Global Business Environment module's report and presentation. Cos' that's the only report got praised by the teacher and this report is completed last minute. Rushed the report till 3, 4am, waiting for members' parts to be sent in, editing, referencing. But am I too good of a person? Helping my sick member do her part, allow her go home to rest, leaving me alone in school and do the report till school closes. Whatever it is, 우리 멤버들 수고했어용! ^^ So don't ever think that last minute work = sloppy work, low quality work! As for the presentation, that's the only time when I got such a high mark of 84 or 86 marks for presentation, can't really remember the exact mark but it's definitely more than 80. Did I mention before in my previous blog post? You can go find out if you want... Anyway, still it's better to start doing the projects early so as to have sufficient to review and make changes.
Back to my RMIT course, the only tiring thing is that we have to find group members for the projects. I don't know which is good, having the same group members for all the projects or different members for every project. Each has its own advantages and disadvantages. It doesn't matter anymore, I've already form groups for 3 modules already. Still left with 1 more module which also need formation of groups. Whatever... work with different people, and get to know more people through the projects.
That's enough for today... I'll blog more tomorrow if I have the time...
The RMIT lecturers... some are likeable? Their lessons quite enjoyable. Some... no words. On the first day of school, after the lecturer started talking, my heart was thinking "Ah, die, if every RMIT lecturer speaks like that". I don't know it's because of his accent or because he didn't use a mic, just using his voice, raising his voice. That's why it was so hard to hear, understand and catch what he's talking. But then, I don't have this problem with the subsequent lecturers. I can catch what they said. Nevermind, it doesn't matter, he only teaches us for that 3 days. From now onward, it's the local lecturer teaching us and she's way much better! The other 3 RMIT lecturers are also better than the first one.
We're now starting on our projects. It seems early, cos' it's only week 3, but actually it's not. We've got a lot to do. Come to think of it, during poly, we had 4-6 modules in one sem. Most of them have projects and we usually would start doing 1-2 weeks before the deadline and amazingly, we can still complete AND it's NOT sloppy work. We still got a good grade, ok? My most satisfied work in poly is that Global Business Environment module's report and presentation. Cos' that's the only report got praised by the teacher and this report is completed last minute. Rushed the report till 3, 4am, waiting for members' parts to be sent in, editing, referencing. But am I too good of a person? Helping my sick member do her part, allow her go home to rest, leaving me alone in school and do the report till school closes. Whatever it is, 우리 멤버들 수고했어용! ^^ So don't ever think that last minute work = sloppy work, low quality work! As for the presentation, that's the only time when I got such a high mark of 84 or 86 marks for presentation, can't really remember the exact mark but it's definitely more than 80. Did I mention before in my previous blog post? You can go find out if you want... Anyway, still it's better to start doing the projects early so as to have sufficient to review and make changes.
Back to my RMIT course, the only tiring thing is that we have to find group members for the projects. I don't know which is good, having the same group members for all the projects or different members for every project. Each has its own advantages and disadvantages. It doesn't matter anymore, I've already form groups for 3 modules already. Still left with 1 more module which also need formation of groups. Whatever... work with different people, and get to know more people through the projects.
That's enough for today... I'll blog more tomorrow if I have the time...
Ah...since when was my last post? Has it been a month? I wanted to upload the photos of my graduation day, but as there were over 20 photos, so I might as well make it into a video. I used Windows Live Movie Maker. Had wanted to use online photo slideshow maker but can't find one. Anyway, it's really easy to use the windows live movie maker, not troublesome at all.
I've got my new specs done! This time round, it's black frame. I still don't know if it really looks good on me but no choice, I've already got them made. It seems so fake on the photo. Honestly, I'd prefer not wearing specs, but because my eyes are quite sensitive, I might not be able to wear contact lenses. Furthermore, if I don't wear specs, I MUST put on make-up, at least BB cream and concealer to make my dark circles less obvious. Do I look younger without specs? Or is it because I put on make-up? (I'm looking at the first pic) I did not out on BB cream and adjust the brightness of the second picture. That's why, my face is a little red. My face is always red and face skin tone is darker, even darker than my hands.
I've got my new specs done! This time round, it's black frame. I still don't know if it really looks good on me but no choice, I've already got them made. It seems so fake on the photo. Honestly, I'd prefer not wearing specs, but because my eyes are quite sensitive, I might not be able to wear contact lenses. Furthermore, if I don't wear specs, I MUST put on make-up, at least BB cream and concealer to make my dark circles less obvious. Do I look younger without specs? Or is it because I put on make-up? (I'm looking at the first pic) I did not out on BB cream and adjust the brightness of the second picture. That's why, my face is a little red. My face is always red and face skin tone is darker, even darker than my hands.
I've been exercising for these few weeks. So untypical of me to be able to exercise 5 days a weeks, 30 mins, for a few weeks. Usually, this determination doesn't last long. On one hand, I'm really lazy to exercise these few days, on the other hand, I wanted to slim down! I don't know if I really did slim down a bit after exercising for the past few weeks. Did not weigh myself. I don't have the habit of weighing myself, check my weight, and so I don't know where the weighing scale is kept. But really, I think my determination is not strong enough to chase away all thoughts on wanting to stop exercising. Laziness. Laziness bug. It may be a miracle if I really slimmed down. Typical leo...
Have not been updating my blog.. again... I've got lots of overdue photos that I wanna post here but have not done so. All because of laziness, I admit! Graduation photos and others.
Nowadays I'm catching up Shinhwa Broadcast. Initially, I do not know anything about Shinhwa; the members, their songs etc. I never thought of wanting to watch the show since I don't know them at all. All I know is there is a group named Shinhwa and they made a comeback. I started to watch the show because of SHINee! Yea, SHINee again. They're guests in two of the episodes. Only then, I started to watch the show from episode one. And they're hilarious in the show! So, I continued watching every episode. Episode 7 and 8 are two of it you must watch. Damn hilarious! Waiting for the latest episode with SHINee... I saw some parts are already subbed and up on Youtube. Gonna watch it if I have time tomorrow.
I'm also waiting for the latest episode of Running Man. It seems like tomorrow the subbed version would be released. Thanks to KShowNow! They're really fast!
Ah... as for the photos... 기다려요!
Nowadays I'm catching up Shinhwa Broadcast. Initially, I do not know anything about Shinhwa; the members, their songs etc. I never thought of wanting to watch the show since I don't know them at all. All I know is there is a group named Shinhwa and they made a comeback. I started to watch the show because of SHINee! Yea, SHINee again. They're guests in two of the episodes. Only then, I started to watch the show from episode one. And they're hilarious in the show! So, I continued watching every episode. Episode 7 and 8 are two of it you must watch. Damn hilarious! Waiting for the latest episode with SHINee... I saw some parts are already subbed and up on Youtube. Gonna watch it if I have time tomorrow.
I'm also waiting for the latest episode of Running Man. It seems like tomorrow the subbed version would be released. Thanks to KShowNow! They're really fast!
Ah... as for the photos... 기다려요!
I'm officially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic! Attended the graduation ceremony and received my cert yesterday! Didn't really took alot of photos with all the people I know in poly.
I received letters from NTU and SIM on Monday. Did not get into NTU but got into SIM, Bachelor of Business (Marketing) by RMIT University. Neither am I very happy nor sad. Honestly I do not know if I made the right choice for the course. Why did I chose Marketing? Cos' I wanna go into advertising industry in future. That's always my answer but is it really what I want? Sometimes I really wonder. I've dreamed about myself working in the media industry, being the backstage people. I've dreamed of working in events industry, preparing and setting up artiste's concerts and fan meeting. It seems so hard for me to decide what I wanna work as in future. 1.5 years. I'm getting my degree in 1.5 years time and then I'll have to go out and start my working life. I don't know why I would have the feeling of being scared, afraid, worried whenever I think of going out to the industry and work. I don't know. Am I being afraid of taking up the responsibilities? Or do I not want to be committed into the job for so long like years? Or am I just afraid of the uncertainties and insecurity feeling holding in my future?
1.5 years seems long but actually it's not. The next graduation ceremony I may be attending would be in 2014 August. My University graduation ceremony.
I received letters from NTU and SIM on Monday. Did not get into NTU but got into SIM, Bachelor of Business (Marketing) by RMIT University. Neither am I very happy nor sad. Honestly I do not know if I made the right choice for the course. Why did I chose Marketing? Cos' I wanna go into advertising industry in future. That's always my answer but is it really what I want? Sometimes I really wonder. I've dreamed about myself working in the media industry, being the backstage people. I've dreamed of working in events industry, preparing and setting up artiste's concerts and fan meeting. It seems so hard for me to decide what I wanna work as in future. 1.5 years. I'm getting my degree in 1.5 years time and then I'll have to go out and start my working life. I don't know why I would have the feeling of being scared, afraid, worried whenever I think of going out to the industry and work. I don't know. Am I being afraid of taking up the responsibilities? Or do I not want to be committed into the job for so long like years? Or am I just afraid of the uncertainties and insecurity feeling holding in my future?
1.5 years seems long but actually it's not. The next graduation ceremony I may be attending would be in 2014 August. My University graduation ceremony.
I've not been updating my blog again. Not much to update. Just had been going out with friends and play pool. I went to fly kite last Friday. Last Thursday, she messaged me, out of the blue she wants to go fly kite and asked me if I wanna go. We've never gone out to fly kite together before. I've never flew kite before, I think. So on that Friday, we went NTUC to buy the kite, just bought the one of lowest price. Then we headed to the Jurong Central Park and fixed the kite.
We attempted to fly the kite for 1 hour but did not succeed in flying so we took a rest at Mcdonald's. The weather didn't seem to be on our side cos' there's not much wind. The wind just come and go. Or is it because there's a tactic in flying kites? After meal at Mcdonald's, we went back and fly our kites again. My friend succeeded in a while but I didn't! There must be some technique...
Then I had to head home at 8+. Cos' I need to celebrate my dog's 7th birthday!
생일축하합니다
생일축하합니다
사랑하는우리 Zany 가
생일축하합니다!
I fell sick on Monday. Having sore throat and flu. Very upsetting. My sore throat's pain is indescribable. So painful that I can't sleep at night. Should I say that it's a blessing that i fell sick this week instead of my graduation week which is 2 weeks later?
We attempted to fly the kite for 1 hour but did not succeed in flying so we took a rest at Mcdonald's. The weather didn't seem to be on our side cos' there's not much wind. The wind just come and go. Or is it because there's a tactic in flying kites? After meal at Mcdonald's, we went back and fly our kites again. My friend succeeded in a while but I didn't! There must be some technique...
Then I had to head home at 8+. Cos' I need to celebrate my dog's 7th birthday!
생일축하합니다
생일축하합니다
사랑하는우리 Zany 가
생일축하합니다!
I fell sick on Monday. Having sore throat and flu. Very upsetting. My sore throat's pain is indescribable. So painful that I can't sleep at night. Should I say that it's a blessing that i fell sick this week instead of my graduation week which is 2 weeks later?
Last Friday, I went to collect my graduation gown at Serangoon Broadway with my friend. It's really far but luckily is accessible. Bus stop is just outside the shop. I've not taken photo of the gown yet, will upload it after I take the photo. After collection, we went to Plaza Singapura, in search for a white long sleeved shirt for the graduation ceremony. But to no avail, or rather, we saw one costing about $25 but did not buy it. Luckily we did not buy. We walked to 313 Somerset later, and bought our shirt from Uniqlo. It only costs $19.90. So I saved about $5. Then, we walked around for some time and had ice cream after shopping a while. The store is having one-for-one promotion, so we decided to go for it. I'm really not good at opposing others. I did not want to eat initially but my friend was craving for it and so... I gave in. We sat down and to eat it, and finally my legs can rest. My legs are really in pain, or rather my legs' muscles are in pain due to the fact of not running for such a long time. I exercised on my treadmill the day before, that's why my legs' muscles are in pain. Until today, they're feeling a bit better. Okies, after shopping in 313, we walked to H&M. Aww, it's really crowded there. We shopped till Level 2 or 3 then we made our way out of the building. Next destination was Cineleisure and my friend bought button stickers for her Samsung Galaxy S2. Again, walked around and went to the pool game centre which I forgot the name. My friend saw there's one empty table and wanted to go in and play. But we decided to leave cos' the price is too high for one hour. It's almost the double of that in Lucky Plaza. In the end, we went to Lucky Plaza for the game. The price is so much lower and is not so crowded. That's what I like. If it's so crowed, I've to think of others, make sure my pool stick would not hit other people. We played for 1.5 hours, 9 games! The best record so far! I did not know we can play so fast that day. We started to head home around 9.30pm. That's the end of our day out together. I know it's kinda boring just reading this whole post FULL OF WORDS. I'll upload the photos tomorrow. PROMISE! 약속!
As for yesterday, my family and I went to Tampines Mall. There's a roadshow by Singtel on HTC One phones. Both my parents bought HTC One X. Same model, same colour. Should I say they got couple phones? Hahas! Honestly, I'm kinda envious of their phones. I'm getting fed up with my phone already. I don't know why I can't connect to the Wi-Fi connection at home but I can when I'm outside. Don't know what's the problem. No matter what, I still have to live with this phone for the next 2 years, till 30 Sept 2013. Just hope that it won't get worse or die on me...
As for yesterday, my family and I went to Tampines Mall. There's a roadshow by Singtel on HTC One phones. Both my parents bought HTC One X. Same model, same colour. Should I say they got couple phones? Hahas! Honestly, I'm kinda envious of their phones. I'm getting fed up with my phone already. I don't know why I can't connect to the Wi-Fi connection at home but I can when I'm outside. Don't know what's the problem. No matter what, I still have to live with this phone for the next 2 years, till 30 Sept 2013. Just hope that it won't get worse or die on me...
When someone ask you whether to choose this or that, whether to do this or that, most would answer "Follow your heart". But maybe, I won't say that. If you know what your heart is thinking, do you still ask whether to do this or that? Or you are asking just to confirm your choice is right? Honestly, how can I get the answer when I don't even know what my heart is thinking?
There's one thinking that I don't know whether it's right. When a married woman opt for abortion, and after aborting the baby, that's the end of the marriage, especially if the guy really really hopes for a child. Exception is unhealthy baby. It's really cruel to kill the baby, even if you don't want the baby to come to this world of suffering. You not only killed your own baby, but also ended your marriage yourself. Problems will start to arise. The guy will blame you. Both start to drift away. At that point, you should not blame others for the problems or the third party breaking up your marriage, because you are the starter of the problems.
No intention to offend anyone with the above post. Purely my thoughts...
There's one thinking that I don't know whether it's right. When a married woman opt for abortion, and after aborting the baby, that's the end of the marriage, especially if the guy really really hopes for a child. Exception is unhealthy baby. It's really cruel to kill the baby, even if you don't want the baby to come to this world of suffering. You not only killed your own baby, but also ended your marriage yourself. Problems will start to arise. The guy will blame you. Both start to drift away. At that point, you should not blame others for the problems or the third party breaking up your marriage, because you are the starter of the problems.
No intention to offend anyone with the above post. Purely my thoughts...
이노래 정말 좋아해요. We are the B. Some parents want their child to be a "A" child, good in studies, all subjects achieved grade A, >90 marks for every paper, talented, good in playing piano, violin, attend a reputable school. Some say, "Why be a B person when you can be an A person?" This may be true but it isn't easy. How many things you have to sacrifice to become that A person? Can't a B person do one proud as well? Studies is not everything. You can excel in other areas as well. Why must one be biased towards the A person? I'm not saying studies or results are not important. But if your grades are not that good or feel that you are not the type for studies, don't feel discouraged or disappointed. DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF! Nobody can help you when you give up on yourself. Surely, there will be an area that you can excel in, just that you've not found that area, your hidden talent.
This is the video for my years in Polytechnic. Some photos are blur but I can't find other photos to replace them so... please don't mind. 3 years just pass like this. In a blink of an eye. It seems that time in poly pass much faster in primary and secondary school. It's not because of the difference in years. Look at it in terms of semesters. One semester has around 7 or 8 weeks, similar to primary and secondary school. But the 7 weeks pass really very quickly in poly. Is it because of the projects that makes time pass so quickly? Honestly, compared to secondary school life, i prefer poly's. Much more freedom! Earliest lesson starts at 8am. No need to arrive at 7.30am for assembly. In the past, every day during morning assembly, there's none of the days that won't be any lectures by the discipline master or the teachers. The most common sentence that will be heard everyday is "Lower down your volume!". Maybe this is every school's common sentence in morning assembly.
To my poly juniors: Cherish your moments in poly. When you are concentrating doing your projects, time really flies fast. One day and one day just passed by. When you've just done with your report, next week is presentation and you've come to the last few weeks, then exams, then holidays. Without realization, you are in the last semester of your poly life. Now you reminisced the days in poly. What you've done, the moments spent with friends, your regrets, everything. Now it is time to move on to the next stage of life...
This is the video for my years in Polytechnic. Some photos are blur but I can't find other photos to replace them so... please don't mind. 3 years just pass like this. In a blink of an eye. It seems that time in poly pass much faster in primary and secondary school. It's not because of the difference in years. Look at it in terms of semesters. One semester has around 7 or 8 weeks, similar to primary and secondary school. But the 7 weeks pass really very quickly in poly. Is it because of the projects that makes time pass so quickly? Honestly, compared to secondary school life, i prefer poly's. Much more freedom! Earliest lesson starts at 8am. No need to arrive at 7.30am for assembly. In the past, every day during morning assembly, there's none of the days that won't be any lectures by the discipline master or the teachers. The most common sentence that will be heard everyday is "Lower down your volume!". Maybe this is every school's common sentence in morning assembly.
To my poly juniors: Cherish your moments in poly. When you are concentrating doing your projects, time really flies fast. One day and one day just passed by. When you've just done with your report, next week is presentation and you've come to the last few weeks, then exams, then holidays. Without realization, you are in the last semester of your poly life. Now you reminisced the days in poly. What you've done, the moments spent with friends, your regrets, everything. Now it is time to move on to the next stage of life...
It seems like I look different when I'm wearing specs and when I'm not wearing specs. I don't know how to say, just the feeling is different and looks different from the photos. But my dark circles doesn't seem obvious when not wearing specs right?
Anyway, I've just finished watching EXO's showcase. But I could only remember the names and some of the faces. I'm really better at remembering names.
EXO-K at Music Bank
AND SHINEE WON MUSIC BANK K-CHART! GRATS!! Hehes. NITES and SWEET DREAMS!
Sometimes, when you are not in a good mood or in a low mood, get onto a bus, travel from the starting point to the end, admire the scenery during the long journey. You would feel better after the ride. Look at the sky, look at the trees, look at the pathways, look at the people, look at the buildings, look at the cars... Just observe, think nothing else.
Someone said before, life is like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs. Like in a roller coaster ride, you feel scared when your life's going "down", met with the unpleasant happenings. But without all those, you wouldn't learn, learn to cope with the problem, overcome the fear. You grow up, you matured whenever you overcome one. Also, you become braver.
In life, time doesn't stop, neither does it turns back. It is impossible to stay at your original position and never move forward. A lot of times, people always have the thought, "If only I can turn back the time...". Because of the inability to turn back time, to go back to the past, there are regrets. Regret for not saying the 3 words when he's still around, regret for not treating him better when he's around, regret for not cherishing him before and only after I've lost him. Regrets.
Someone said before, life is like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs. Like in a roller coaster ride, you feel scared when your life's going "down", met with the unpleasant happenings. But without all those, you wouldn't learn, learn to cope with the problem, overcome the fear. You grow up, you matured whenever you overcome one. Also, you become braver.
In life, time doesn't stop, neither does it turns back. It is impossible to stay at your original position and never move forward. A lot of times, people always have the thought, "If only I can turn back the time...". Because of the inability to turn back time, to go back to the past, there are regrets. Regret for not saying the 3 words when he's still around, regret for not treating him better when he's around, regret for not cherishing him before and only after I've lost him. Regrets.
I love this song so much. I don't know why... Maybe cos it's "manly"? Super Junior's Superman! I love it especially when it's sung sometimes during their appearance, the opening. Something like the SBS Gayo Daejun's.
Vietnam-Korea Festival Super Junior
Ah... My posts are getting shorter right? Hehes. I'm going off to watch dream high 2! Just started only...
Vietnam-Korea Festival Super Junior
Ah... My posts are getting shorter right? Hehes. I'm going off to watch dream high 2! Just started only...
Today went down to SIM again. I've submitted all documents required for application into SIM. Now I would just have to wait for letters from NTU and SIM, which university, which course I am accepted into. If you ask me which university I wish to go into, got accepted, I still can't really make up my mind. After O'level, the issues regarding the courses and the concentrations to choose, I've always made the decision myself, did not consult my parents. When people ask me why I chose that course, why I chose that concentration, I always say "because I'm interested", "because it seems interesting and fun". But honestly, should I say I chose them because of... impulse? I really did not do a thorough thinking before making the decision. But I do not regret making the decision although they were made on impulse. I... really enjoy the course except during the time studying for Business Law and Fashion Buying and Marketing. Maybe because of the friends I made. Friendly, nice, supportive. The people around you really matters.We're going to graduate from poly soon. 23rd May would be our last meeting in poly. We had so many good memories, but I can't really remember the details cause I've got short-term memory. Hahas. I remember we always have fun times together when doing projects. When I listen to this song, I suddenly had goosebumps. I recalled the memories we had in poly. Maybe if I hear this song on the day of graduation and looking at you gals, I really may cry. Maybe I should make a video with this song. But I don't think I have enough photos for the whole 5 minute song. I shall try. So I'm gonna search through all my thumbdrives to see if I've got any photos. It seems like I've got a lot of thumbdrives right? I only have 2 lars. After I'm done, maybe I can upload my video here. Ah, yea, i did some videos of my dog. In fact, a lot! Maybe I'll upload tomorrow? But I'm afraid of the copyright issue of the songs. I'll see how tomorrow.
I don't get it. Why I look slimmer when I take my own photos than when others take my photo? Am I really good at taking selca? Hahas. Kidding only. It's getting late. Have a nice sleep... =D
Here's nice music that you should listen.
IU's You and I
IU is pretty, cute and has great singing skills right?
I've also came upon this! Music box version of the songs. There's a lot and I'm only uploading one for today. I will upload more on later days...
Music box version of songs is always nice. It's my all time favourite!
I'm just wondering, is it wrong for artistes to undergo plastic surgery?Is it wrong that people undergo plastic surgery? Must you look at them differently? Actually it doesn't matter, isn't it? It's not that I "accept" or "approve" plastic surgery but surely everyone wants to improve her looks right cos in this world almost all people like to look at beautiful things. People are curious, discussing whether this artiste or that artiste had undergone plastic surgery. Always speculating, from this artiste to that artiste, from this person to that person. Honestly, if the person's looks is not that good, would you like that person? Would that person become your idol? What is your answer? Anyway this is just my thoughts, no intention to shout out to anyone or be against anyone.
I've just finished watching running man, then latest episode. Liked it sooooo much. Finding back your memories, your first love. Kim Jongkook and Lee KwangSoo are so funny. Tiger and giraffe combination. Hahas! And also Yoo Jae Suk and HaHa's "Ya".
This song is quite nice. Taw, Haha and K.Will. I just like this type of songs, slow song with rap.
Went down to SIM to submit the documents. There's really alot of people. Waited for over 2 hours. But I would still have to go down again after I received the result transcript of my final sem result.
Half of me wants to look for a temp job, half of me is lazy to find job.
Am I regretting that I went to Sentosa Palawan Beach? I became darker and I don't like it! 3/4 of my arms is darker, 1/4 is lighter. The sky looks nice but why is the Sun so big today? So bright, so hot. Honestly, sometimes I really wished Singapore can have 4 seasons. If not, can the weather be not so hot? I don't like the hotness. Maybe tomorrow I should go find some whitening cream. Why did we choose Sentosa to have class outing?
Watched today's music core. SHINee's performance seems to be improving. Hehes. 파이팅! I'm gonna upload 2 performances from different artistes from today's music core.
B1A4 Baby I'm Sorry
"Baby I'm Sorry, We got the better". This is so catchy!
Miss A Touch
Miss A members are beautiful too. Aren't they? =P
2AM 오늘도 멋있다. Nice song. =D Maybe I should add their performance as well..
Suddenly wondering, is Running Man going to come to Singapore? They've gone to China, Hong Kong, Thailand. Where would be the next overseas destination? And I can't wait for the next episode of Running Man. It seems interesting! First Love Race...
When would I receive the letter of application result from NTU?
Due to my laziness to check the links to other blogs, I just removed the whole thing. I think many of the links are not existing anymore, too long never check already. Catching up the performances from today's music bank. Hmm, should I upload SHINee's performance? Hehe. Maybe not? Maybe just upload others' performances and SHINee's Sherlock MV?
MBLAQ's Goodbye stage
2AM wins Music Bank K-Chart
Sherlock MV, SHINee's back
SHINee's comeback on M! Countdown! ㅋㅋㅋ SHINee 최고! Wait, did I write correctly? It's 최고 right? Heard of it so many times but can't remember whether it's written like this. Some asked if SHINee is my fav. Eh... should be. I also like others like SNSD, f(x), MBLAQ, B2ST and many more! Maybe cos I was introduced to SHINee first from their Hello Baby, so... I like them a bit more than other groups? It's also because of them, I started to listen to KPOP.
Another song that got me addicted to listen is B1A4's Baby I'm Sorry. It's also 최고! ㅎㅎㅎ Ah, and also MBLAQ's Run. The dance move is so cool!
I think I've not blogged about my results. It really surprised me. 2 As and 4 Bs. My As are services marketing and introduction to psychology. That time, I hope both can get A, especially services marketing but I didn't expect I will get A after doing the papers. Also for fashion buying and marketing. I can't do the paper that time so I thought I will fail the paper and after combining my project marks, I will get a C or D. I got a B! So, my cumulative GPA did not drop much, 3.39. I'm still waiting, not sure if can get into NTU. I know this GPA is considered quite low to get into government universities. Just apply and try. Don't know when my application result will be out. If did not receive the letter tomorrow, I will have to apply for SIM programme during the weekend. But I just uploaded my final semester result on Tuesday, how can the application result be out so fast? Nevermind, just wait for tomorrow. Sometimes the feeling of waiting is sweet, sometimes it's just... frustrated? Something like that, not a good feeling.
I think it's enough for today. Such....... a long post. Anyway, goodnight! =D
안녕! ㅎㅎ 지금 뭐해요? 자고 싶어요?
예쁘지?
귀엽지?
내가 자기야.
I'm still trying to learn korean language. Never revise it for a long time. But still can remember a bit of sentence construction. Now I can only construct simple sentences. Tried to learn japanese as well but it's so much harder than korean language. The words are different for every letter and sound. Maybe I should master korean before learning japanese. Otherwise I will get mixed up cos both languages are similar.
그럼 끝. 굿나잇
Ahh... can't get enough of running man. They're so funny. Just finished watching the episode with Big Bang. Damn funny! Hahas! Especially the scene when they use their super power, saying out the chant. Even Yoo Jae Suk and Kim Jong Kook laughed when they heard it. SHINee is making a comeback with their new album Sherlock. Hope to see them on running man too. Heehees..
오래간만이예요. It's been really really long since I last blogged. Exams are over, applying for university, waiting for exam results and application results. Really hoped to get into NTU, but chances are slim. Cos' my results gonna be the worst in my poly life. Maybe I've failed the first paper, maybe get a C for the second paper, get a B for the third paper. I'm "prepared" for the worst. The last exam in poly is a nightmare for me. I don't know what happened to me for the first paper. I'd studied. But my mind went blank in the exam hall. Should I blame the teachers for walking past me every now and then, stood near the door which is in front of my table? Causing me unable to concentrate in doing my paper, causing me unable to recall what I've studied. I shouldn't blame them. It's all excuses as others would say. I've cried a few times because of this. 난 진짜 바보야. Why must this happen? It's the final already. Why can't you let me end everything beautifully? I may be able to graduate but my GPA... getting worse because of THIS exam, THAT paper! If only time can be turned back... If only God bless me, my results...
Results out on 20th March. I've got no eyes to see. I've got no courage to see. You may say I'm silly, I'm a fool. I admit. I won't deny. I'm not as strong as what others see me. I'm not as positive as others see me. The only time I would forget about this is when I watch the idol dramas. Immerse myself in the show, I'll forget the painful memories for just a moment. Let me forget for just a moment... If only I can live in my dream and never wake up...
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