I'm officially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic! Attended the graduation ceremony and received my cert yesterday! Didn't really took alot of photos with all the people I know in poly.

I received letters from NTU and SIM on Monday. Did not get into NTU but got into SIM, Bachelor of Business (Marketing) by RMIT University. Neither am I very happy nor sad. Honestly I do not know if I made the right choice for the course. Why did I chose Marketing? Cos' I wanna go into advertising industry in future. That's always my answer but is it really what I want? Sometimes I really wonder. I've dreamed about myself working in the media industry, being the backstage people. I've dreamed of working in events industry, preparing and setting up artiste's concerts and fan meeting. It seems so hard for me to decide what I wanna work as in future. 1.5 years. I'm getting my degree in 1.5 years time and then I'll have to go out and start my working life. I don't know why I would have the feeling of being scared, afraid, worried whenever I think of going out to the industry and work. I don't know. Am I being afraid of taking up the responsibilities? Or do I not want to be committed into the job for so long like years? Or am I just afraid of the uncertainties and insecurity feeling holding in my future?

1.5 years seems long but actually it's not. The next graduation ceremony I may be attending would be in 2014 August. My University graduation ceremony.