Hi there! I'm now in week 5 of school already. Projects are piling up already. Previous post mentioned that I'll blog on 27 July but it seems like my "tomorrow" is a few days later. Anyway, gonna be busy with projects and tests soon again, in fact we're starting on our projects already. Next week is supposed to be study week and we'll be having our tests the following week. 4 modules, 4 different groups, 4 different time for meeting. I gonna mix the meeting dates all up sooner or later. It's not that I never take down, it's just that I can't remember every date, have to keep referring to my notebook. This is the first time I have a guy in 3 out of 4 of my project groups. In poly, I've been grouping with my girl friends. Out of so many modules, I've only grouped with guys only on 3 or 4 projects. But it's because there's only 3 guys in my poly class, so unless the teacher requested or any other "factor", then there'll be a guy in my group. So... I still have this awkwardness around guys. It's like after secondary school, I've never really talked to a guy outside projects before. Hmm... I've not found a guy whom I can talk comfortably with... I also want to be in love. I also want to be loved. Sometimes, I'm really curious who I'd end up with. Who is he? Where is he? Sometimes I really want to go into the future and search for the answers...