300th post

This is my 300th post. Yes, only 300 posts though I started my blog 12 years ago. I stopped for 3 years and came back to blog 3 weeks ago because an unhappy incident happened. 我需要一个让我发泄情绪的管道。

Had been tidying up my things over the weekend. My table, my cabinets. Finally, decided to dispose all my poly lecture notes. Even if I keep them in my cabinet, I would not take them out and read anymore. Also, those were 9 years ago's syllabus, I won't be able to give them to anyone. So, might as well dispose and free up the space. At least my mind is elsewhere while tidying, I won't keep thinking about it. Just take a look at my t-lists on SHINee at times. Seeing the photos, gifs, I didn't feel like he had left. I wished to live in this delusion.


I listened to this song today. Felt so... healing. I survived through the song without any tears. Did I do a good job? 

Will you guys come into my dream tonight? I miss all of you...

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