如果还有如果 / 罗志祥

作词：罗志祥
作曲：罗志祥
编曲：康友韦

我疲惫的时候 喜欢开车回到
最后 海边拥抱的温柔
想像你守着我 安静听完我的
诉说 陪我一起看日落

你说要牵着 我的手陪我走 到最后
全世界 不懂 你会挺我
日后每当我想起 这句话的时候
你却 再也没出现过

I don't wanna say goodbye 如果爱能重来
牵你手 永远不放开
Never say goodbye 如果爱能耍赖
眼泪 为了你流下来

我开心的时候 习惯轻轻吻你
送我 银色项链 在胸口
傻傻以为这就够
可以跟你分享 所有
用你爱笑的酒窝

你说过要我 坚持勇敢作梦 到最后
努力 只为你的笑容
当梦想开始转动 你却已不在人群中
在我最想要 与你共享的时候

I don't wanna say goodbye 说好了不分开
为什么 你却要离开
Never say goodbye 再给我你的爱
能否 再为我留下来

曾经最美的记忆
变成最痛的回忆
如果 真的还能有如果
不再让爱溜走
我会陪你走遍世界 每一个 角落

I don't wanna say goodbye 如果爱能重来
牵你手 永远不放开
Never say goodbye 如果爱能耍赖
眼泪 为了你流下来

Credits: Mojim.com

这首歌，我越听越喜欢！嘻嘻~ 不过我本来就是喜欢这类的歌曲。;P 说真的，我已经好久好久都没听华语歌曲了。现在出了哪些新歌，我还真的不知道。除了S.H.E。

从2011年六月之后，我只有在关注KPOP和韩国综艺节目。啊，这期间我有听过华语歌曲。SJ-M的。不过，他们也是韩国组合~

好啦，就写到这。My brain's not working anymore. Shutting down soon... Sweet Dreams~

오랜만이에요! Have not blogged for more than a year. Now, I'm back here cos' I need a place to vent out my feelings.

Have been looking for jobs for the past three months but to no avail. As the time goes by, I'm getting even more uncertain of what I want, what I want to pursue. Yea, sometimes, I'm being reminded of the passion I have for media and entertainment industry. I wanna try show and concert production. I tried to pursue. I waited and waited. No news. Reality struck me. I should, or maybe I have to switch to other industries. Ok, I'm starting to apply for other jobs. Admin, Management Trainee, Marketing Executive, Accounts Executive, Project Executive, PR Graduate Programme, etc. My passion for these may not be as great as media and entertainment industry. But I keep telling myself, it does not matter. That may not be my dream job, but I can just treat it as a learning experience. I'm only 22 this year. I still have a long way to go. I definitely can excel in whatever job I do.

Waiting is quite tiring, and mental straining. But I will be able to endure. Just like how I've endured and survived through my stressful university days. YEAH! 힘내요!

我。。。好像常常把烦恼，不开心的事憋在心里。如果他们不问我，我也不会自动地跟他们说。好想跟他们倾诉，却又开不了口。我好像从小五那年，还是升上中学后，整个人和个性都变了。是该找回以前的我了，小学五年级之前的我。。。

I'm back here to blog! It's been almost a month. Heehees. Exam results were released two weeks ago and to my surprise, I passed all 4 modules and attained scores beyond my expectations! Credit for Buyer Behaviour, Distinction for Market Research, and High Distinction for Management Accounting for Biz and Sales Strategy and Communication Skills. Really can't believe it, seriously. But maybe the credit should go to my projects and tests as I've gotten quite high marks for those. No matter what, I've gotta work harder to maintain my GPA.

Now SIM is using a new system and we have to register for the classes ourselves, choose our own timetable. I'm done with the registration last Friday and I'll only have classes for 3 days every week for next semester! However, one of the days is from 8.30am to 6.30pm with 4 hours break. So, should I be happy for having only 3 days of classes? Maybe yeah. It's every student's wish to have lesser number of days of classes.

Exams are over!!! Should be relieved, happy but I'm worried about the results. Somehow, having a bad premonition. Please, don't. I don't wanna repeat any module, I don't wanna go thru the torture once more. 4 modules 1 sem is already a lot. I don't wanna add more. I don't know why my performance has deteriorated so much. I've studied everything but all doesn't enter into my head. What do you mean by understanding? How do you know if you've understood or not? Sometimes I felt I understood the concept, but sometimes I just end up memorizing and not understanding. NO, if I don't understand, how is it that I'm able to explain the points in the exam in my own words? Anyway, still out of 3 qns, I'm only able to explain in my own words for only one qn and I'm not sure if the answer is correct. I know myself, I don't expect much, just let me pass the modules. ALL OF THEM!! I've studied so hard. Cried now and then, when I can't get the points in my head. That one and a half weeks feels like a year to me.

Since I have some free time now, I shall blog. My 3 tests were over. Now, I'm waiting for my results which I don't know how and where I'll get to know it. Don't really have a good feeling for the first 2 tests. The only one that I can really do is my last test. It's been so long since I last studied for tests and exams. So feeling kinda hard to absorb everything. Read everything today and forgot everything the next day, ok, or at least still remember a bit but not too much detail. People always says that you must read AND understand, then apply. Have to start studying for exams soon. It seems so tough. But for now, projects are more important. Due dates are nearing, 10 sept, 12 sept etc. Gonna chiong them already. The next two days and whole of next week are scheduled for project meetings. Fully packed! All 4 assignments are reports. Luckily it's group project, otherwise my brain surely crack if I do the whole report alone.

Something out of topic: All 5 teaser photos of SHINee new Japanese album are out. 잘 생기다! 멋있다! Heehees

Hi there! I'm now in week 5 of school already. Projects are piling up already. Previous post mentioned that I'll blog on 27 July but it seems like my "tomorrow" is a few days later. Anyway, gonna be busy with projects and tests soon again, in fact we're starting on our projects already. Next week is supposed to be study week and we'll be having our tests the following week. 4 modules, 4 different groups, 4 different time for meeting. I gonna mix the meeting dates all up sooner or later. It's not that I never take down, it's just that I can't remember every date, have to keep referring to my notebook. This is the first time I have a guy in 3 out of 4 of my project groups. In poly, I've been grouping with my girl friends. Out of so many modules, I've only grouped with guys only on 3 or 4 projects. But it's because there's only 3 guys in my poly class, so unless the teacher requested or any other "factor", then there'll be a guy in my group. So... I still have this awkwardness around guys. It's like after secondary school, I've never really talked to a guy outside projects before. Hmm... I've not found a guy whom I can talk comfortably with... I also want to be in love. I also want to be loved. Sometimes, I'm really curious who I'd end up with. Who is he? Where is he? Sometimes I really want to go into the future and search for the answers...