오래간만이예요. It's been really really long since I last blogged. Exams are over, applying for university, waiting for exam results and application results. Really hoped to get into NTU, but chances are slim. Cos' my results gonna be the worst in my poly life. Maybe I've failed the first paper, maybe get a C for the second paper, get a B for the third paper. I'm "prepared" for the worst. The last exam in poly is a nightmare for me. I don't know what happened to me for the first paper. I'd studied. But my mind went blank in the exam hall. Should I blame the teachers for walking past me every now and then, stood near the door which is in front of my table? Causing me unable to concentrate in doing my paper, causing me unable to recall what I've studied. I shouldn't blame them. It's all excuses as others would say. I've cried a few times because of this. 난 진짜 바보야. Why must this happen? It's the final already. Why can't you let me end everything beautifully? I may be able to graduate but my GPA... getting worse because of THIS exam, THAT paper! If only time can be turned back... If only God bless me, my results...

Results out on 20th March. I've got no eyes to see. I've got no courage to see. You may say I'm silly, I'm a fool. I admit. I won't deny. I'm not as strong as what others see me. I'm not as positive as others see me. The only time I would forget about this is when I watch the idol dramas. Immerse myself in the show, I'll forget the painful memories for just a moment. Let me forget for just a moment... If only I can live in my dream and never wake up...

Heys!! It's been soooooo long since i last blogged. Too lazy to blog... I still left 1 more paper on monday. Then 1 week holiday and 6 weeks internship at metro paragon. Have to go buy shirts, pants and shoes.

This is the first time i got A for MST of all the modules. But my accounting always got 80+. Not even once exceeded 90. Projects are piling up. First have to finish rc display. We've finished two out of three displays. I upload one of them here first. After all the displays are done, will upload on facebook bahs. Hope that i'll not be lazy. Last time the christmas day photos have not yet uploaded. I'm becoming so bad sias. Pon so many lectures. I'm getting lost on what the lecturer is teaching...

Ytd had christmas "party" at my house. It's not really a party lars, just relatives come to my house. Did not play any games, only had gift exchange. It's my aunt's birthday ytd. Took pictures but not yet upload. There are two kids so cute. They are stalkers of my dog. Initially kept following my dog here and there. Surprised that they are not scared of the dog. Actually when they first come into the house, they are abit scared but after a while, not anymore. Played blackjack but my luck not good ytd. =(

Last week, went to sch on wed to discuss retail comm. Fri, i went to give teacher see our design, out of 5 ppl in the group, ONLY i went to see the teacher. Honestly, i was abit pissed off, not becos of the teacher. The teacher makes my mood better, she's a nice teacher. I tot i can finally stay at home and enjoymy last week of holidays. And NO. Tues still have to meet up discuss PSCM. What am i busy with during this holiday? Didn't seem to be able to watch the shows i downloaded. It feels like i did not have time to watch them. When sch starts, gonna busy with projects, i think. HRM, BLAW, FEB, PSCM, retail comm.

Getting late... Nites..

Grats! Gone case for my FEB paper...

If you don't like it, you can say it earlier. Why wait till we finish doing then tell us don't want? Wasted our efforts and time doing and removing and cleaning!

Today went for facial appt again. Still got 6 more sessions to go. Surprisingly, today's was not as painful as the last time. But i was getting abit frustrated. Keep asking me buy this product, that product. I'm near to become broke. Don't want get money from parents to buy either. Last time, cos of my job bought one water dispenser and the magnetic mattress. Then the $300+ water dispenser, we used for few months and now it's kept in the store room. Wasted the $300+. -.-