To the haggardly me, please find strength.

"As the elevator doors close
I look so pitiful
But still, it’s the reason I blink and breathe and live
Is this right for me? Or am I being chased down?

Hello, hello, say hello
Say hello to the haggardly me
Hello, hello, say hello

Be honest, be honest with me
Don’t hide it, please don’t hide it
Since when did you start crying?
Do you know what kind of face you’re making?
You"

I'm tired. You asked me what I feel about the changes. 两个字，麻木。This is not the first time experiencing. What stability is there to say here? Why am I still staying here for so long? I felt like giving up. I saw a quote. "When you feel like giving up, look at how far you've come." Yes, I've come this far. Should I give up? I'm really tired of this. I'm losing the strength to continue.