Your concerts ended. 수고했어요.
Totally broke down when watching fancams of ballad songs. How I wish I could just hug you all and pass all the strength I left to you. I don't know how much longer I can endure. I'm tired and sick of everything.
What am I doing with my life? What am I supposed to do with my life? I am lost. Like lost in a forest. I don't know which way should I go...
Lost. Pain. Depletion. Escape.
失去的笑容，怎么样才能找回来？
强颜欢笑，越来越累，越来越痛，越来越苦。
I thought I got over it but it came back to square one. I did not. The heart pain is still here. The tiredness of this world is still here. Soul-less is what I am now. How much courage does it take to decide to escape from this tiring world?
Watched it. I broke down. Why is this the reality? The once my strength.
I want to live well. I wanted to. But everything suddenly become so tiring and difficult. Depleting. I wish to endure longer. How do I?
强颜欢笑，越来越累，越来越痛，越来越苦。
I thought I got over it but it came back to square one. I did not. The heart pain is still here. The tiredness of this world is still here. Soul-less is what I am now. How much courage does it take to decide to escape from this tiring world?
Watched it. I broke down. Why is this the reality? The once my strength.
I want to live well. I wanted to. But everything suddenly become so tiring and difficult. Depleting. I wish to endure longer. How do I?
Long weekend with your concerts
In a blink of an eye, 5 days of holidays are over. Back to work tomorrow. I seem to have lost the motivation and strength to work since last December. How could you guys affect me so greatly? I thought to myself, if I have a boyfriend, probably I wouldn't be affected this deep. Probably, I wouldn't have relied on you guys so much.
Last 2 days were your concerts in Kyocera Dome. You guys did well. Hope you did gain strength from the fans there. 수고했어요. Rest well till the next concert next week.
Watching the fancams, I went back to the first few stages. Ahh... I never reach the acceptance stage before, I think. Would it help if I visit the memorial space? But I don't even know when will I be able to go SK...
Last 2 days were your concerts in Kyocera Dome. You guys did well. Hope you did gain strength from the fans there. 수고했어요. Rest well till the next concert next week.
Watching the fancams, I went back to the first few stages. Ahh... I never reach the acceptance stage before, I think. Would it help if I visit the memorial space? But I don't even know when will I be able to go SK...
"当爱已成往事" - 这是你要对我说的吗？
“当爱已成往事”，这首歌你们演唱过。当时我一直不断在想，你们为什么会选择演唱这首歌。越想越担心。是不是即将有什么变化。不续约？解散？可是那时的担心是多余的。我应该对你们有信心。
如今，这首歌的歌词，字字句句都刺进我的心。好痛。
“往事不要再提 人生已多風雨
縱然記憶抹不去 愛與恨都還在心裡
真的要斷了過去 讓明天好好繼續
你就不要再苦苦追問我的消息
愛情它是個難題 讓人目眩神迷
忘了痛或許可以 忘了你卻太不容易
你不曾真的離去 你始終在我心裡
我對你仍有愛意 我對自己無能為力
因為我仍有夢 依然將你放在我心中
總是容易被往事打動 總是為了你心痛
別流連歲月中 我無意的柔情萬種
不要問我是否再相逢 不要管我是否言不由衷
為何你不懂 說我不懂
只要有愛就有痛 有愛就有痛
有一天你會知道 人生沒有我並不會不同 沒有你會不同
人生已經太匆匆
我好害怕總是淚眼朦朧
忘了我就沒有痛 忘了你也沒有用
將往事留在風中”
今天是大年初一，我不应该哭，不应该伤心难过。我在干什么啊？
Why nothing is going well for me??
生老病死是常态。可是当你失去一个人的时候，心好痛。
Life is unfair. Why does she have to go when she's still so young? But someone said that life is fair. When she has finished her duties for this life, she has to go.
From the start of this year, nothing seems to have gone well for me. I've never felt such insecurity these 3 years. Now the feeling is so strong that makes me feel so tired and think what I should not think about "end the pain and leave for the place where you are right now". I'm trying hard to fight. I'm really trying. I was able to four years ago, with you guys being my strength. But now...
Life is unfair. Why does she have to go when she's still so young? But someone said that life is fair. When she has finished her duties for this life, she has to go.
From the start of this year, nothing seems to have gone well for me. I've never felt such insecurity these 3 years. Now the feeling is so strong that makes me feel so tired and think what I should not think about "end the pain and leave for the place where you are right now". I'm trying hard to fight. I'm really trying. I was able to four years ago, with you guys being my strength. But now...
To the haggardly me, please find strength.
"As the elevator doors close
I look so pitiful
But still, it’s the reason I blink and breathe and live
Is this right for me? Or am I being chased down?
Hello, hello, say hello
Say hello to the haggardly me
Hello, hello, say hello
Be honest, be honest with me
Don’t hide it, please don’t hide it
Since when did you start crying?
Do you know what kind of face you’re making?
You"
I'm tired. You asked me what I feel about the changes. 两个字，麻木。This is not the first time experiencing. What stability is there to say here? Why am I still staying here for so long? I felt like giving up. I saw a quote. "When you feel like giving up, look at how far you've come." Yes, I've come this far. Should I give up? I'm really tired of this. I'm losing the strength to continue.
我需要的安慰
I chose the second card. It's so accurate...
I don't know why the depressing feeling inside me is getting stronger and stronger. It's getting tiring to fight those feelings.
"It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it’s alright
Are just words"
Let me listen to the song. Let my tears flow. Let my emotions out. I should be fine, after that.
오늘도 너무 보고싶어...
End of a day
How are you doing today? I'm trying to find comfort in your song.
Did not encounter any unhappiness or anything, just suddenly got the feeling... tired of life. What is my life? Am I living it right? What have I done? What should I do? What did I achieve? What should I achieve?
Feeling demotivated at work. I worked hard, I did my best, but what do I get? Numbers are all that matters in the sales line. Number is not attained, you get nothing. It's either 0 or 1, nothing in between. Getting the feeling that one year of hard work has gone down the drain.
My tears flowed down when it came to this part.
'수고했어요 정말 고생했어요
그댄 나의 자랑이죠'
At this moment, I hoped that someone would say this to me. Listening to it, I'll take it that you are saying it to me. So, thanks for the comfort.
It may be late but I will also tell you this. 수고했어요 정말 고생했어요. 그댄 나의 자랑이죠. You left a lot of great songs with us. Your song had won 1st place today. I'd believe you were on the stage with your trophy, just that we were unable to see you with our naked eyes.
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