I'm officially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic! Attended the graduation ceremony and received my cert yesterday! Didn't really took alot of photos with all the people I know in poly.

I received letters from NTU and SIM on Monday. Did not get into NTU but got into SIM, Bachelor of Business (Marketing) by RMIT University. Neither am I very happy nor sad. Honestly I do not know if I made the right choice for the course. Why did I chose Marketing? Cos' I wanna go into advertising industry in future. That's always my answer but is it really what I want? Sometimes I really wonder. I've dreamed about myself working in the media industry, being the backstage people. I've dreamed of working in events industry, preparing and setting up artiste's concerts and fan meeting. It seems so hard for me to decide what I wanna work as in future. 1.5 years. I'm getting my degree in 1.5 years time and then I'll have to go out and start my working life. I don't know why I would have the feeling of being scared, afraid, worried whenever I think of going out to the industry and work. I don't know. Am I being afraid of taking up the responsibilities? Or do I not want to be committed into the job for so long like years? Or am I just afraid of the uncertainties and insecurity feeling holding in my future?

1.5 years seems long but actually it's not. The next graduation ceremony I may be attending would be in 2014 August. My University graduation ceremony.

Is this really what I want? Am I really feeling happy about it? I should be happy to be accepted by SIM but why didn't I feel that happy?

This is amazing! Chinese Orchestra performing kpop songs.







I love music, but I can't seem to be able to compose or make music. Neither do I sing well.. I love the stage, but I can't find the courage to stand on it, having so many pairs of eyes looking at you. Why does it seem kind of contradicting?

I've not been updating my blog again. Not much to update. Just had been going out with friends and play pool. I went to fly kite last Friday. Last Thursday, she messaged me, out of the blue she wants to go fly kite and asked me if I wanna go. We've never gone out to fly kite together before. I've never flew kite before, I think. So on that Friday, we went NTUC to buy the kite, just bought the one of lowest price. Then we headed to the Jurong Central Park and fixed the kite.



We attempted to fly the kite for 1 hour but did not succeed in flying so we took a rest at Mcdonald's. The weather didn't seem to be on our side cos' there's not much wind. The wind just come and go. Or is it because there's a tactic in flying kites? After meal at Mcdonald's, we went back and fly our kites again. My friend succeeded in a while but I didn't! There must be some technique...



Then I had to head home at 8+. Cos' I need to celebrate my dog's 7th birthday!



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I fell sick on Monday. Having sore throat and flu. Very upsetting. My sore throat's pain is indescribable. So painful that I can't sleep at night. Should I say that it's a blessing that i fell sick this week instead of  my graduation week which is 2 weeks later?