Today went down to SIM again. I've submitted all documents required for application into SIM. Now I would just have to wait for letters from NTU and SIM, which university, which course I am accepted into. If you ask me which university I wish to go into, got accepted, I still can't really make up my mind. After O'level, the issues regarding the courses and the concentrations to choose, I've always made the decision myself, did not consult my parents. When people ask me why I chose that course, why I chose that concentration, I always say "because I'm interested", "because it seems interesting and fun". But honestly, should I say I chose them because of... impulse? I really did not do a thorough thinking before making the decision. But I do not regret making the decision although they were made on impulse. I... really enjoy the course except during the time studying for Business Law and Fashion Buying and Marketing. Maybe because of the friends I made. Friendly, nice, supportive. The people around you really matters.

We're going to graduate from poly soon. 23rd May would be our last meeting in poly. We had so many good memories, but I can't really remember the details cause I've got short-term memory. Hahas. I remember we always have fun times together when doing projects. When I listen to this song, I suddenly had goosebumps. I recalled the memories we had in poly. Maybe if I hear this song on the day of graduation and looking at you gals, I really may cry. Maybe I should make a video with this song. But I don't think I have enough photos for the whole 5 minute song. I shall try. So I'm gonna search through all my thumbdrives to see if I've got any photos. It seems like I've got a lot of thumbdrives right? I only have 2 lars. After I'm done, maybe I can upload my video here. Ah, yea, i did some videos of my dog. In fact, a lot! Maybe I'll upload tomorrow? But I'm afraid of the copyright issue of the songs. I'll see how tomorrow.

I don't get it. Why I look slimmer when I take my own photos than when others take my photo? Am I really good at taking selca? Hahas. Kidding only. It's getting late. Have a nice sleep... =D

Heys! So sorry but I'm gonna upload those same songs again! SHINee's Sherlock, and Taw and Haha's The person by my side from Music Core. But this time, they had a different combination, they had Sandeul instead of K.Will.

And of course not leaving out CNBlue's comeback performances!

Here's the musical box version of Hope is a dream that doesn't sleep.

Isn't the music nice? How I wish someone will give me a musical box with kpop music or chinese songs' or any other nice music..

Nice song! KyuHyun's Hope is a dream that doesn't sleep.

Not uploading music banks' performances today. But 2AM won on Music Bank! Their singing is also not bad.

Here's a video I came upon on Youtube. Not performance from M! Countdown. It's Lee Seung Gi's Will You marry me. He's playing the piano. Don't you think guys who play piano are attractive? At least they are, to me.

I love this song. Beautiful myth. 美丽的神话.

Chinese + Korean. A different feel...

Woo... SHINee won first on M! Countdown. Hehe.. Happy for them. =D There's also comeback stage of CNBlue. Below are their performances.

Below is Taw and Haha's, with K.Will. Haroro's playing the piano!

Here's nice music that you should listen.

IU's You and I

IU is pretty, cute and has great singing skills right?

I've also came upon this! Music box version of the songs. There's a lot and I'm only uploading one for today. I will upload more on later days...

Music box version of songs is always nice. It's my all time favourite!

I'm just wondering, is it wrong for artistes to undergo plastic surgery?Is it wrong that people undergo plastic surgery? Must you look at them differently? Actually it doesn't matter, isn't it? It's not that I "accept" or "approve" plastic surgery but surely everyone wants to improve her looks right cos in this world almost all people like to look at beautiful things. People are curious, discussing whether this artiste or that artiste had undergone plastic surgery. Always speculating, from this artiste to that artiste, from this person to that person. Honestly, if the person's looks is not that good, would you like that person? Would that person become your idol? What is your answer? Anyway this is just my thoughts, no intention to shout out to anyone or be against anyone.

I've just finished watching running man, then latest episode. Liked it sooooo much. Finding back your memories, your first love. Kim Jongkook and Lee KwangSoo are so funny. Tiger and giraffe combination. Hahas! And also Yoo Jae Suk and HaHa's "Ya".

This song is quite nice. Taw, Haha and K.Will. I just like this type of songs, slow song with rap.

Went down to SIM to submit the documents. There's really alot of people. Waited for over 2 hours. But I would still have to go down again after I received the result transcript of my final sem result.

Half of me wants to look for a temp job, half of me is lazy to find job.

The sky is beautiful but the weather is really hot!

Am I regretting that I went to Sentosa Palawan Beach? I became darker and I don't like it! 3/4 of my arms is darker, 1/4 is lighter. The sky looks nice but why is the Sun so big today? So bright, so hot. Honestly, sometimes I really wished Singapore can have 4 seasons. If not, can the weather be not so hot? I don't like the hotness. Maybe tomorrow I should go find some whitening cream. Why did we choose Sentosa to have class outing?

Just realised the song It Has To Be You can't be played. Nevermind, I will edit the playlist soon...

Watched today's music core. SHINee's performance seems to be improving. Hehes. 파이팅! I'm gonna upload 2 performances from different artistes from today's music core.

B1A4 Baby I'm Sorry

"Baby I'm Sorry, We got the better". This is so catchy!

Miss A Touch

Miss A members are beautiful too. Aren't they? =P

2AM 오늘도 멋있다. Nice song. =D Maybe I should add their performance as well..

Suddenly wondering, is Running Man going to come to Singapore? They've gone to China, Hong Kong, Thailand. Where would be the next overseas destination? And I can't wait for the next episode of Running Man. It seems interesting! First Love Race...

When would I receive the letter of application result from NTU?

Due to my laziness to check the links to other blogs, I just removed the whole thing. I think many of the links are not existing anymore, too long never check already. Catching up the performances from today's music bank. Hmm, should I upload SHINee's performance? Hehe. Maybe not? Maybe just upload others' performances and SHINee's Sherlock MV?

MBLAQ's Goodbye stage

2AM wins Music Bank K-Chart

Sherlock MV, SHINee's back

SHINee's comeback on M! Countdown! ㅋㅋㅋ SHINee 최고! Wait, did I write correctly? It's 최고 right? Heard of it so many times but can't remember whether it's written like this. Some asked if SHINee is my fav. Eh... should be. I also like others like SNSD, f(x), MBLAQ, B2ST and many more! Maybe cos I was introduced to SHINee first from their Hello Baby, so... I like them a bit more than other groups? It's also because of them, I started to listen to KPOP.

Another song that got me addicted to listen is B1A4's Baby I'm Sorry. It's also 최고! ㅎㅎㅎ Ah, and also MBLAQ's Run. The dance move is so cool!

I think I've not blogged about my results. It really surprised me. 2 As and 4 Bs. My As are services marketing and introduction to psychology. That time, I hope both can get A, especially services marketing but I didn't expect I will get A after doing the papers. Also for fashion buying and marketing. I can't do the paper that time so I thought I will fail the paper and after combining my project marks, I will get a C or D. I got a B! So, my cumulative GPA did not drop much, 3.39. I'm still waiting, not sure if can get into NTU. I know this GPA is considered quite low to get into government universities. Just apply and try. Don't know when my application result will be out. If did not receive the letter tomorrow, I will have to apply for SIM programme during the weekend. But I just uploaded my final semester result on Tuesday, how can the application result be out so fast? Nevermind, just wait for tomorrow. Sometimes the feeling of waiting is sweet, sometimes it's just... frustrated? Something like that, not a good feeling.

I think it's enough for today. Such....... a long post. Anyway, goodnight! =D

안녕! ㅎㅎ 지금 뭐해요? 자고 싶어요?

예쁘지?

귀엽지?

내가 자기야.

I'm still trying to learn korean language. Never revise it for a long time. But still can remember a bit of sentence construction. Now I can only construct simple sentences. Tried to learn japanese as well but it's so much harder than korean language. The words are different for every letter and sound. Maybe I should master korean before learning japanese. Otherwise I will get mixed up cos both languages are similar.

그럼 끝. 굿나잇

Ahh... can't get enough of running man. They're so funny. Just finished watching the episode with Big Bang. Damn funny! Hahas! Especially the scene when they use their super power, saying out the chant. Even Yoo Jae Suk and Kim Jong Kook laughed when they heard it. SHINee is making a comeback with their new album Sherlock. Hope to see them on running man too. Heehees..

Somehow, it feels good to blog again. Changing the blogskin, enter the html codes...

오래간만이예요. It's been really really long since I last blogged. Exams are over, applying for university, waiting for exam results and application results. Really hoped to get into NTU, but chances are slim. Cos' my results gonna be the worst in my poly life. Maybe I've failed the first paper, maybe get a C for the second paper, get a B for the third paper. I'm "prepared" for the worst. The last exam in poly is a nightmare for me. I don't know what happened to me for the first paper. I'd studied. But my mind went blank in the exam hall. Should I blame the teachers for walking past me every now and then, stood near the door which is in front of my table? Causing me unable to concentrate in doing my paper, causing me unable to recall what I've studied. I shouldn't blame them. It's all excuses as others would say. I've cried a few times because of this. 난 진짜 바보야. Why must this happen? It's the final already. Why can't you let me end everything beautifully? I may be able to graduate but my GPA... getting worse because of THIS exam, THAT paper! If only time can be turned back... If only God bless me, my results...

Results out on 20th March. I've got no eyes to see. I've got no courage to see. You may say I'm silly, I'm a fool. I admit. I won't deny. I'm not as strong as what others see me. I'm not as positive as others see me. The only time I would forget about this is when I watch the idol dramas. Immerse myself in the show, I'll forget the painful memories for just a moment. Let me forget for just a moment... If only I can live in my dream and never wake up...